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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

*On a typical winter night. Slum part of Sai Wan Ho. A bunch of young gangsters gathered around in their usual slumber. *

*Two social worker for lost kids approaches *

*After a brief introduction, one of the kids feel exceptionally open, feeling that he is well understood by one of the social workers.*

******************

A: "So, what do u do out here all night long?"

Youngster: "I slack around, but most of the time, i try to find something to do."

A: "oic... man, i see you got alot of em ink huh?"

Youngster: "Yea, lemme show u, i got em one here on my chest - one on my back... and one here ... if you would just turn that light right there"

A: "wow - Whats that on your arm?"

Youngster: "O thats sanscrit"

A: "What does it say?"

Youngster: "it says dhyana = meaning awareness and knowing what you're doing."


...


************

*In a deep dark corner entwined deep down in A's soul and heart*

Conscience: "You were looking for me? I wasn't expecting you, of all people"

A: "Just been some time since i've come, what has it been ... since... "

Conscience: "Since you were 14, when u gave your everything to be good to a person"

A: *chuckles* "Hah, yea, i remember that, that was so childish"

Conscience: "you think so? or are you too afraid to pour all and awe into something which in the end you neither know or predict which might be fruitful?"

A: "Why do u ask things you already know?"

Conscience: "locking me up serves u no justice, u know?"

A: "Things feel better with less a burden to deal with"

Conscience: "How's this then? Who are you now?"

A: "whuh, huh? who uh... what?"

Conscience: "Seems you are lost - with or without me"

A: "Dhyana"

Conscience: "Is that so? then why the series of recent events?"

A: "i had wished u could have provided me an answer to that"

Conscience: "well, things happen when I'm not around"

A: "I feel like fixing things"

Conscience: "u know where u put that key to my lock?"

A: "Below crude experience and work which i cannot undo"

Conscience: "That's only a mask, take it off and you shall see the key"

A: "its glued on... its like i wear it too much ..."

Conscience: "that you shall have to figure it out yourself..."

A: "you recon anyone would understand?"

Conscience: "unlikely. be-gone now, until u learn to be flexible and be who u really are in front of those you need to be."



Thursday, November 05, 2009

Quote:
"If you have cancer... would u wait for a whole year to treat it or treat it right away?"

寂寞先生 - 曹格

你的笑容是恩惠世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累



我可以无所谓



寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废



做什麽都不对



oh … i'm not okay
我假装无所谓才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰无论(有)多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡

o wow ... another emo post. lol.


link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ObgDKEosYE


Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Found a really nice song - but sadly i couldnt find anything to relate to ... but - grab the song - its awesome.

The River - Noel Gourdin

Growin’ up, it was tough
We were glad for what little we had
I saw my share of old fair, Mississippi
Dirt roads and confederate flags
Everyday my father would tell me
Son, run and don’t never come back
That’s where I left my girl
That’s where my heart is at, and oh

I held my breath when they dipped my head
Then I came up shiny and new
Found out about love in the back of my Impala
Where they laid my grandfather too
Down by the river
Where black folks gather
After Sunday service is through
How the river runs to the ocean
I’ll be runnin’ right back to you

I got along, I’m movin’ on
I bandaged the scars up well
I think of her, then I seem to wait
For a card or a letter in the mail
I walk the beach with the sand in my feet
Place my ear to a shell
I wonder if you miss me too
Coz I been longin’ to get to you
I’m sick of starin’ out my window sill
I’m tired of hopin’ she remembers me still
I’m packin’ my bags, I said I’m goin’ back home
To the place where I belong
The river
And if she’s there when I get there
I’m never gonna leave her again
You see, she stole my heart
Down by the river

I held my breath when they dipped my head
Then I came up shiny and new
Found out about love in the back of my Impala
Where they laid my grandfather too
Down by the river
Where black folks gather
After Sunday service is through
How the river runs to the ocean
I’ll be runnin’ right back to you

So I’m packin’ up my suitcase
Bought me a one-way fare
I’m leavin’ everything behind me
But in my heart I always care
And I’ll still be right there
Thank you baby
Coz nothin’ can replace that part in my life, and ..

I held my breath when they dipped my head
Then I came up shiny and new
Found out about love in the back of my Impala
Where they laid my grandfather too
Down by the river
Where black folks gather
After Sunday service is through
How the river runs to the ocean
I’ll be runnin’ right back to you


Link on youtube. ... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZggpeUjLfrI




Monday, November 02, 2009

Deaf-mute cleric in love triangle killing

Patsy Moy

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

The deaf-mute deacon of a Christian church stabbed his equally handicapped lover to death because she wanted him to divorce his wife and marry her, a High Court jury was told yesterday.

Cleric Yip Kai-ming, 47, admits manslaughter but denies murdering Ng Kwai- fong, 39, on September 13 last year.

Senior assistant director of public prosecutions Francis Lo Hing-cheung said Yip and Ng were both married and had been carrying on an extra-marital affair for some time.

Yip, a deacon of the Hong Kong Deaf People's Christian Church in Kowloon City, has two children. Ng also has two children.

Their respective spouses are also deaf and mute, the court was told.

Yip and Ng knew each other for years, having met while studying at a school for the deaf. They had attended the same church regularly since 1989 and, over the years, their relationship became intimate.

On September 13 last year, Ng told her husband she would be visiting an elderly woman in Tai Po and allowed him to take their two children to Western District. She was expected to join them there to have dinner with her family, which lives in Western.

But she did not turn up.

When the husband and their children returned to their home in Shun Chui Estate in Sha Tin at about 10pm, they found Ng lying in a pool of blood and called an ambulance.

There were several stab wounds on Ng's body. She was not breathing and did not have a pulse.

Three days later, Yip confessed to a church minister that he had visited and killed Ng on September 13.

He told the minister he did so after she pestered him to divorce his wife and marry her.

"Upon seeing Mr Ko [the minister], the defendant burst into tears and admitted killing Ng Kwai-fong," prosecutor Lo told the court.

After his confession to the minister, Yip agreed to turn himself in to the police.

Yip agreed to a plea of manslaughter but this was not accepted by the prosecution.

The court has arranged a sign-language specialist to help Yip and his counsel.

The hearing before Court of First Instance Judge Michael McMahon continues today.


The standard.





"...the heart is but a fragile thing. 
Made of glass and what not of brittle touch.  
Handle it carefully, slowly and lightly such,
For every dark corner mingles a rogue juggler raunch."





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